NATIONAL MESSIAH WORKSHOP TESTIMONY
By Jorg Heller, National Messiah for the Czech Republic
(Shortened by Claude Aubert)
Eve, Abel and Cain National Messiah
40 Day Workshop in the Pantanal
at Fuerte Olimpo in Paraguay.
Oct. 24th to Dec. 3rd 1998
As the Abel National Messiah for the Czech Republic I have
really struggled with the financial responsibilities that come
with that mission. In order to save some money to be able to
move to my mission country, I have purposely "bowed out" on
other occasions when Father has asked National Messiahs to
attend certain events. This may not have been the wisest
thing to do, however, if I ever wanted to go to my nation, I
could not see another way of doing it.
However, when Father asked the NMs to attend this
workshop, I felt deeply my heart that I absolutely had to
attend. Working at USA HQ, I got Dr. Hendricks' go-ahead.
Next I needed to get permission from Rev. Joong Hyun Pak
who was attending the workshop in Alaska. He came back
just in time to also give me the go-ahead.
Going South
I had heard horror stories about the poor living situations that
we might have to encounter. So I prepared as well as I could.
I bought mosquito nets and spray, after itch ointment,
diarrhea medicine, water purification tablets, German army
pants, French army desert boots and other small gadgets that
were supposed to keep me alive for 40 days. I even cut my
hair to about an inch length. I was ready to go and take on all
of South America.
It was about a 9 hour flight from New York's JFK to Sao Paulo.
>From there I switched airplanes and went on to Campo
Grande. At the Campo Grande bus depot, I ran into some
brothers who had just arrived from Sao Paulo via bus. They
had been on the bus for 16 hours and it had been somewhat
tiring. We met up with some Canadians who were headed in
the same direction. It would take us another 4 hours to arrive
at our destination.
The bus was not air-conditioned, the roads were very rough
and the heat was almost too much for us cold blooded
Northerners. We stopped in 4 or 5 small cities to pick up or
drop off some passengers. An army of "fundraisers" would
attack us with ice-cold drinks, bread and souvenirs at every
stop.
One stop before Jardim all of us got off the bus. Here we were
to call Jardim for someone to pick us up. No one knew exactly
what to do. I tried to ask one of the local ladies, but of course
she did not speak any English. Sign language had to suffice.
All of the sudden this lady became very excited and she
pointed to my Blessing Ring. She grabbed my hand and said
with a bright shining face, pointing to my ring "Me too, Me
too." She bowed several times while she was strongly shaking
my hand. Apparently she had been pre-blessed and was very
happy about it. She called for us and after about 30 minutes
our pick-up came. By now it was about 9 pm and it was quite
dark.
Soon we arrived at the New Hope Garden of Eden Estate. In
the office we were assigned rooms in two different buildings.
The buildings were just beautiful. The craftsmanship seen
here was of the highest order. The rooms were quite
comfortable, with 2 beds, an air conditioner and a shower
that could produce warm and hot water.
Up the River, Fuerte Olimpo
At 3 am we boarded a bus that took us to the Paraguay River
where we arrived at around 7 am. Three "Go Boats" awaited
us to take us up the river. We went across from the Brazilian
to the Paraguayan side of the river, a trip of about 100 yards.
Here we stopped at the "immigration" building. A piece of
architecture that looked very much like a barn or a stable.
Soon we were cleared to go, and off we went up the river to
Fort Olimpo, a trip that took us all of three-and-a-half hours.
I was the first one off the boat and when I asked where we
were going from here, I was told that "this was it," we had
arrived at our destination. Well, to most of us this was
surprising news. Many of us thought that we would end up
somewhere in the bushes in a tent far away from even the
remotest pieces of civilization. Now we were not really
unhappy that we got to stay in a solid building in the middle
of a fair sized town of about 5000 people.
It was somewhat of a culture shock for me to see how people
lived here. Most of the buildings were made from raw palm
tree logs. The spaces between the logs did not seem to bother
the inhabitants. There were windows, but no windowpanes.
There was an opening to access the cabin, but in most cases
there were no doors. It was interesting to see that 90% of the
cabins that had electricity also had a TV satellite dish about 6
feet in diameter.
Because it was so warm, everything was out in the open. The
main streets were paved with hardened sand/gravel and clay
mix. The side streets are just the regular clay, asphalt seemed
to be unknown in this part of the country. When it rains, the
side streets are impossible to travel on. Everything gets
flooded quite badly and to move around after a heavy
rainstorm was not easy.
Domestic animals had the freedom to roam wherever they
wanted. No one kept them in check, the chicken, dogs, pigs,
sheep, goats, donkeys, cows and horses were always to be
seen in every area imaginable.
The River of Life
Life for the local people seemed very relaxed. I could not
figure our how they made a living. Some families just survive
by what they grow in their gardens and what they can fish in
the river. Those families are free to fish all year round, while
the more "well off" families are not allowed to fish during the
off season which is the whole summer, from mid December to
mid March.
The river is the center of life in this town. The locals come
here to bathe, wash their laundry and get their water supply
for their homes. Those who live nearby carry the water by the
pail full into house. Others come with a big barrel on top of a
mule drawn cart to get their supply. I could now much easier
understand why major civilization always developed around a
river. We ourselves had a pump floating out on the river,
about 40 feet from the shore. This pump would fill the water
tanks located on the top of a type of scaffold rising above the
roof of our building. From here the water would by gravity
flow into our showers, toilets and washbasins.
As long as we had electricity, we had water. If the electricity
failed, some of us went the way of the locals to wash up and
do our laundry directly in the river. Electricity would usually
fail during a major thunderstorm. We had quit a few of those
and thus we were without electricity quite a few times.
There was initially some apprehension about going into the
river because of the piranhas. We have been educated,
mainly through movies that these ferocious fish eat anything
that crosses their path and has some meat on their bones. But
all the children of the town could be found in the evening
swimming in the river, having a grand old time.
It did not take me and some of the others long to shake the
fear of swimming with the piranhas. Rev. Zin Moon Kim went
swimming for the first time in the river about a week or so
before the workshop ended. This certainly broke a barrier for
the Japanese NM and many of them took the risk to also brave
the river from that time on.
Greeting True Parents
Everyone came to the river to greet Father and Mother as they
returned from fishing, applauding and cheering as their boat
came in. This would become a regular occurrence and the
"main event" for us to greet True Parents whenever they
returned from fishing every evening.
Mother usually would bring her boat in earlier then Father. It
would still be daylight and on a couple of occasions we were
able to take pictures with her in a very close setting. One
evening Mother was especially happy, because she caught
five big and beautiful Bacus. "I fulfilled my mission today,"
she said proudly with a big smile on her face.
We all were very happy for Mother and it felt like we were
just one big family at that time. Father stayed out longer. His
boat would not pull in until after dark. When Father got off
the boat he generally was very serious but he never forgot to
smile when we greeted him. Father quickly got into the car
and went home. We dearly missed that "close in and warm"
type of feeling we had at "the homecoming" reception of
True Parents after they left.
Real Fish
All we could do that day was to prepare our fishing gear for
the next day. Rev. Chang from Canada, a graduate of the
Koran NM Workshop briefed us, gave us some tips and
showed us the four types of fish we were supposed to catch.
1. Boga = like a Carp, 2. Suruby = a mix between a shark and
a catfish, 3. Bacu, 4. Dorado. The Boga had to be 38
centimeters long, the Suruby 100 cm, the Bacu 40 cm and the
Dorado 55 cm. Anyone of these fish had to be thrown back
into the river it they did not measure up, however, they could
be counted towards the 160 fish total.
In the evening at 9 pm we had Hoon Dok Hae with True
Parents. Father asked Mother to pray to officially open the "40
Day Special National Messiah Workshop in the Pantanal."
After Mother's prayer one Korean sister, Won Joo McDevitt,
read from a book that was published on the first of October of
this year called "Life of the Mind and Soul" Love Stories by
True Father. The book was read in Korean and of course most
of us could not understand what was being read. True Parents
knew this so Mother suggested to us that we would have to
"tune in spiritually" to understand what is going on. We
retired for the day at around 10:30 pm. Tomorrow, Monday
would be the big day, our first day of fishing.
The First Day of Fishing
Wake up call was at 4:30 am. Breakfast at 5. At 5:30 am we
got ready to go out. Some local people provided the bait.
Each person got 10 fish to use as bait. By 6 am we were on our
way to our fishing grounds. It had been explained to us that
for the first week we should get used to the heat and the
fishing gear and learn how to fish from the riverbank of the
Paraguay River. Then, after a week we would be able to use
the boats and go out on the river. There were 41 of us and we
had plenty of small boats to go around to have space
everyone.
Four teams were made and each team went of by foot to their
respective "fishing grounds." A Japanese Team Leader was
assigned to each team. Each brother was armed with his
fishing rod, tackle box, big rubber boots, a hat, sunglasses
and sunscreen. It was somewhat awkward at first, dealing
with all this equipment and one had to watch out not to get
whacked by an errand fishing rod.
At first, everyone kept a save distance from each other, so as
not to be caught by a hook from an apprentice heavenly
fisherman. After a couple of days we had all become experts
and we could cast our lines in quite a professional manner.
The Heat is On
The early morning hours were very beautiful and quite cool.
As the sun rose toward its zenith, however, it got hotter and
hotter. It was not easy at first to get used to the heat. After
8am you were sweating all the time, even if you were just
sitting still. It was impossible to take off your shirt, because
the sun would burn you to shreds. A wide brim hat, a good
pair of sunglasses, and sun block lotion was an absolute must
for everyone. The sun was so bright and you would get the
light not only from up above but also from down below,
reflecting from the water surface. This was very intense on
the face, especially the nose. It was wise to cover up as much
of your body as possible. The hands suffered the most,
especially the area between the thumb and the pointer.
>From the beginning I had the urge to jump into the water and
cool down, but on that first day I saw a crocodile lazily
floating down the river. On top of that, the only fish we were
catching were piranhas. So it just did not seem a very good
idea to go swimming at that time.
Our team did not catch any "real" fish that day. The only real
fish in the river were the fish that Father wanted us to catch,
the bacu, boga, dorado and the suruby. Other teams had
similar results. At 6 pm we packed up our gear and walked
back to the property. Here we could prepare for the next day
and get ready for dinner at 7:30 pm. Dinner was the big meal
of the day. The food was good; Servings consisted of rice,
kimchee, vegetables, beef, fish or chicken, soup and fruit.
The local people supplied everything. We just wondered who
was buying the cows. The beef was not so tender and it took
quite some effort to chew it into a pulp safe enough to
swallow.
Getting Personal with True Parents
After dinner we would just get ready for a 9 pm Hoon Dok Hae
meeting with True Parents. This meeting took place in a small
hall next to our sleeping quarters, about 18 feet wide and 55
feet long. Father and Mother would sit on a love seat, a small
couch just big enough for the two of them. It was a very
intimate setting and I felt very close to True Parents. True
Father and True Mother were much more relaxed and
informal during our time together. Father told us one evening
that the time to have a close personal relationship with true
Parents has come.
We all should have a close relationship with True Parents.
Many times in the past I have thought about what it would
take to have such a relationship with Father and Mother. On
what foundation can such a relationship really happen?
Since, as regular Western members we do not have the
opportunity to physically be close to them, it could only be
done through a lot of prayer and by closely following Father's
directions and fulfill them. Walking the path Father has
walked and feeling the things Father has felt when he walked
the course would make Father a more real and personal
Father. Now I have tried to do that to the best of my ability
and I feel that sometimes I have succeeded and at other times
I have not.
Many times in the past I imagined in my mind to meet Father
and Mother in person, just the three of us. What would it be
like? What would we be talking about? What could I say to
True Parents? Could I carry on a conversation that would be
an inspiration to True Parents? I did not feel confident about
that. Certainly I have not done anything great to talk about. I
found myself in a somewhat insecure, uncomfortable,
unworthy and even fearful mood during these mental
encounters.
The Second Day of Fishing
On our first fishing day, Monday, the 26th of October Father
had invited four Japanese brothers to join him at breakfast.
He spoke to the brothers very seriously for about two hours.
When the breakfast meeting with Father was finished, he
assigned these four Japanese brothers to be the team leaders
and told them to share the content of the speech with the
team. The former team leaders would become their
assistants. When the Japanese brother explained this to us I
felt that we were in for a very serious experience. This
speech definitely set the tone for me for the rest of the
workshop.
Father's Words, Fort Olimpo
Breakfast Meeting with four Japanese National Messiahs
am - October 26th 1998
(These notes were taken by one of the four Japanese NM in
attendance who shared them with us)
Father was quite angry that only so few National Messiahs
came (at that time there were 41 one of us). He could not
imagine that the travel expense and the workshop fee would
keep anyone from coming here. Father is hitting the table
angrily as he speaks "I brought Heavenly Father and the
National Messiahs here. But only so very few came. The
workshop loses its meaning with such few NM. Maybe we
should cancel it.
I have been teaching absolute faith, love and obedience. To
what effect? Especially the Japanese should come. We have
to save the world. Japan will be punished if they don't unite
with Father and follow.
Paraguay is the center of South America. The American
government and even the Communists have an office in
Ascencion. Paraguay and Uruguay are very important in God's
Providence here in South America. Father addressed the
Brazilian Congress and spoke out for religious freedom. He
explained to them that there should be unity between the
Catholics and the Protestants and South America and North
America.
Right now only 400 million people live in South America.
However, there is enough space here to support 8 billion
people. But the countries are not united and there is much
corruption. If Paraguay and Brazil can unite, the Pantanal
centered on Jardim can become the center of the world. In
the rainy season, land twice the size of Japan will all be
submerged under the water. Clean water is most important in
the future. We will provide water from the Pantanal to the
whole world. If we control the water, we can control the
world.
Ever since WW II and more so right now, pollution is
destroying the world. If we continue at the same pace, within
300 years, the world will be finished, totally polluted. The UN
actually should protect the natural resources of the world, but
they are not doing it. Thus we must do it. We must hold
workshops to research nature and figure out how to protect it.
If we can do it, everyone will respect us. We must protect
True Parents most of all.
One million Japanese are living in Brazil. That is a pretty
strong foundation and we should work with them. Japan is
beginning to accept True Parents. 120 Japanese Blessed
Families have to go to each of the 185 nations. They worship
too many false gods including a female god . Japan has faced
an incredible crisis in 1988 and it has been engulfed in total
darkness. 12 Korean Blessed Families each have to also go to
185 nations. This is the last Providence. The entire Japanese
property must be given to the world. Eventually 40 million
people should migrate to the 185 nations in the future.
Communism is gone now as a governmental system, but it is
still expanding on the individual and family levels. Catholics,
Protestants and the Jewish people have all welcomed Father.
The National Messiahs are the eternal King of their nation.
No one believes that we can be victorious in the 360 million
Blessing. 160 of your relatives should become missionaries.
Germany, USA and Japan must unite in doing that. The
Japanese missionaries absolutely have to stay in their mission
country. They should not return home whenever they want.
Japanese currency will only be paper soon, without value.
Thus spend the money now. Even if Japan disappears, it'sall
right as long it has helped others. We must swallow and
digest everything.
The June 13th Blessing was a big turning point. Now we must
love our enemies. Why do NM complain about the money to
come here. Why do the NM not come here, this determines
their eternal life. I am very lonely, no one understands me.
Confucius is of Korean descent. Japan is the only oceanic
island nation still in God's Providence. In Japan you are
allowed to marry your cousin, but you should not do it.
Fish and alligators can swallow good and bad. That is the
spirit of the Pantanal. At the June 13th 1998 Blessing good
and bad, head and tail united. Saints and Assassinators all
were saved together. There are no more enemies.
The spirit of the Pantanal is that of the last Settlement. We
must go over all satanic positions. The Pantanal has the
blessing of land and water. Now it must unite with True
Parents. Father made so many indemnity conditions and thus
he could open the 12 gates of Heaven and liberate hell. The
suffering course Father went through can not be compared
with the suffering of Adam. Father'slife has been absolutely
miserable. The first four Providential Nations did not accept
Father and thus they are suffering. Constantly Father had to
make indemnity conditions to save the world.
Kim Il Sung believed in Father as the savior. He shook hands
with Father and thus the birthright of the elder brother was
restored to the heavenly side. Then True Parents restored the
parental right and the King position. Based on Father's ability
to set up the elder son nation. The 6000 year history was
restored and now we can go to the Kingdom of Heaven. Kim
Jung IL also respects True Parents because of the influence
Father has in the east. We must now create unity between
the Tribal Messiahs and the National Messiahs. Some
Japanese complain, but they do not understand the value.
They can become huge trees in front of Adam. Eve can not
insist of her position. We have to unite and be sincere before
True Parents.
Eve has to offer three generations. Japanese members have to
sell their homes and land and go to the world. Taiwan, the
Philippines and Canada are to support Japan. These 40 days
are important for you to unite with True Parents. Please make
a strong effort to unite with True Parents and True Children.
[end part I]
(These notes are very spotty and some of Father'swords have
been lost due to lack of understanding and translation.)
The brother who shared his notes of Father's speech with us
also told us that True Parents would continue having
breakfast meetings with four different Japanese brothers
every day. For dinner, True Parents will invite four western
members. That was quite exciting, having dinner with True
Parents in a very personal way.
Where is Heaven's Nation
After everything was said and done, we got ready to go out
fishing. As we walked to our fishing area, I reflected on
Father's words. The spirit behind them was so serious and I
was somewhat taken aback. I could feel a sense of
desperation and urgency that I have never felt before. I can
not describe this feeling with words. Does Father feel this
way as well? Probably so and much more. Heavenly Father
needs a sovereign nation, a nation He can govern centered
on True Parents and establish the pattern and Heavenly
Traditions that would be the foundation for the Kingdom of
Heaven on Earth. If we have that one True Nation, then very
soon two more True Nations could arise. This would be the
foundation for the rest of the world to come under God's
dominion.
This was all to take place centered on a united Korea. The
New Hope East Garden should have been established at
Chung Pyung Lake, not at Jardim. The one True Nation
should have been one united Korea. From there the Kingdom
should have spread throughout the world. Only because
America, Japan and Korea rejected their heavenly mandate
and failed to accept True Parents does Father now have to go
to plan "B." That is the South American Providence. Father is
so amazing, so wise, he learned from Jesus' mistake. Jesus did
not have a backup plan and thus he eventually ended up on
the cross. Already, in the early 1970'sFather began to lay the
foundation in South America for his secondary plan.
Father is building God's True Nation in South America. No
nation in the satanic world accepted Father direction to
become a True Nation, thus, Father has to build his own True
Nation. That is the reason why Father is buying so much land
in Brazil, Paraguay and Uruguay. Up to this point Father has
bought 40,000 hectares. The long-range goal is to buy
150,000 hectares (one hectare is 2.47 acres or 10 square
kilometers). That is a lot of land, but still, I am sure that Father
wants even more than that.
The Guide
Our second day of fishing was not more successful than the
first. However, one brother on our team who spoke Spanish
quite well, convinced a local boot fisherman to take us in his
boat to some of the better fishing grounds in the area the next
day. I was looking forward to it. This would make fishing
somewhat more interesting.
All ten of us jumped into the small boat that was powered by a
small diesel engine. There was just enough space for
everyone. We went on a half an hour cruise up a small side
arm of the river.
Man it'sHot
As the day went on it became unbearably hot, my hands were
all swollen up because of their exposure to the sun. I had no
energy, every move I made seemed to be in slow motion. I
lost three or four hooks in the river and not even the piranhas
were biting. It was a challenging time, but I did not want to
give up. I fought myself through this sluggishness to the best
of my ability. Even putting the bait on the hook seemed to be
a task to difficult to face. I felt like putting down the fishing
rod for a while and take a break. But thinking about Father
and how hard he worked, I just could not do it. I felt it was
important to continue fishing. However, I lost some of my
focus during that stretch of time but I never gave up.
Shortly after we returned to our home base, it was announced
that True Mother was on her way in. We all rushed to the
boat landing area (a pier is in the planning stages) where
basically the boats are run ashore, and passengers are walked
off the boat on a wide and strong plank. When True Mother
stepped on shore, she had a big smile on her face and said "I
fulfilled my mission today!" Her boat crew lifted 5 big Bacu's
off the boat, beautiful fish. True Mother was obviously very
happy. She stayed around for some time to take many
pictures with us.
Hoon Dok Hae in the evening was always a good experience.
Being so close to Father and Mother was always an
inspiration, even if we could not understand what was going
on. True Parents were usually very relaxed. At one point
Father took off his socks and encouraged everyone who
wanted to, to do the same.
Today was the day three brothers and I were to meet True
Parents in their private dining room over dinner. I was still
somewhat apprehensive but all throughout the day I made an
effort to clear my mind of all that had troubled me in the past
and put it behind me. If there ever was a good day to catch a
fish, this would be the day. At least if Father or Mother asked,
then the answer could at least be "yes," I caught a fish today.
So all my focus for the day went to catching that fish. The
boat took us to our regular spot. After an hour and a half or so,
a Canadian brother caught a suruby, 52 cm long. It was too
short, thus it had to get back into the water. However, it
counted toward the goal of the 160 fish we were supposed to
catch.
Candle Light Dinner with True Parents
So there was hope for more fish to be in that river. Our team
had never caught this kind of fish before. About half an hour
later, a fish struck my line. It did not feel like a piranha or a
catfish. And I was right; I pulled out a beautiful suruby, 53 cm
long. Also much too short, but anyway I was happy to have
caught at least one "real" fish as we called the 4 types of fish
Father wanted us to catch.
On our way back home in the boat my thoughts moved ahead
and I tried to prepare myself for the dinner with True Parents.
I did not want to take negative, fearful or shameful feeling to
the dinner table. I totally emptied my heart, so as not to bring
a disturbing atmosphere to dinner. Rev. Zin Moon Kim had
arrived earlier that day. At dinnertime he told us that he had
to cut one person. He did not give any reason for it. Eventually
the time came to enter the Dining Room. We gave one full
bow to True Parents and sat down. There were only seven
chairs and we were eight people. Thus one more brother had
to leave the room. Rev. Zin Moon Kim and Rev. Eu who had
been working a long time in South America and another
Korean brother joined the dinner table. That left only two
chairs for us. The Abel National Messiah to Ireland and myself
ended up having dinner with True Parents. However, the
dinner became some sort of a business meeting, Rev. Kim
spoke for about ten minutes and then Rev. Eu took over. He
spoke for about half an hour. In the meantime, the two of us
quietly ate our dinner. We did not know what was going on
and thus felt somewhat out of place.
But the setting was still very beautiful. We did not have any
electricity on that day and thus we had a candle light dinner.
I was sitting at the end of the table opposite from Father.
Mother was sitting to Father'sleft. She did not speak at all.
Father seemed very tired but he made a big effort to pay
attention to Rev. Kim and Rev. Eu. He looked at me a couple
of times with a subtle smile on his face. All I could do is smile
back. After about 40 minutes the dinner came to an end. I
was somewhat disappointed. It would have been nice to be
able to exchange even just a few words with Father. An
opportunity like that may never present itself.
On Friday evening, October 30th, our 6th day of fishing, at
Hoon Dok Hae Father has Rev. Zin Moon Kim show us some
architectural drawings of buildings that will be build both in
Jardim and Fort Olimpo. There were 26 types of buildings,
beautifully designed, Shopping Malls, Stores, Family Living
Quarters, Gymnasiums, Schools and a Condominium. The
Condominium will be will be build to house four families from
four nations who will be able to live together and raise each
other'schildren. This project is scheduled to be completed in
3 years.
Good By Fishing Hello Construction
We were told that Saturday, October 31, 1998 would be our
last day of fishing. The fishing season ended on that day.
There would be no fishing for the next three months. This
was a great disappointment for all of us, but there was
nothing we could do. We were just getting ourselves into the
right "fishing zone" and we were looking forward to try our
fishing skills from the boats. However, it was not to be. We
became construction workers from that point on. Rev. Kim
told us that the central focus of the workshop was to review
our life in the church, repent, and make a determination to
live a life of absolute faith, absolute love, and absolute
obedience. It would have probably be easier doing that while
watching the tip of a fishing pole, rather than swinging a
sledgehammer or a shovel.
Our schedule changed drastically from Sunday, November 1,
1998. From 7 am to 10 am we had a work assignment. From
10 am to 2 pm was siesta time. The temperature during that
time could get up to 110º Fahrenheit. From 2 pm to 5 pm we
had two study periods. The first one was usually a testimony,
in the second period Rev. Zin Moon Kim would give us a
lecture or some internal guidance. At 5 pm we would be on
work assignment again until 7 pm. Free time 'til 9 pm. At 9 pm
we had a Hoon Dok Hae session for one hour and at 10 pm it
was testimony time again.
Even though I missed the fishing, I was quite happy with this
schedule. Father had given directions that everyone should
give their testimony. To be able to hear testimonies from all
the workshop participants was so very precious. I learned so
much during the testimony time. The National Messiahs from
Japan were a very close bunch of brothers. Most of them
joined at around the same time and knew each other quite
well. There was a sort of camaraderie there that was unique.
I felt that this would help to create stronger unity among the
nations.
Fixing up our Property
The work details we received were all centered on our
property. By this time more Japanese National Messiahs had
arrived. The second group never had a chance to go fishing.
We had about eight teams of ten per team. Every morning
and every afternoon we lined up "army style" to get our work
assignment.
We dug holes, set poles, build fences, laid foundations, dug
trenches, laid wires, moved rocks, broke down walls, pulled
weeds, poured cement, sawed logs, fixed tools, laid water
pipes, installed a water pump, drained ditches, fixed the
plumbing, built a boat landing ramp, swept the yard, crushed
rocks, painted walls, moved doors, laid floors, installed clothe
lines, pulled boats out of the water, put boats into the water.
This type of work was quite a contrast from what I was used
to, working in the office at the Continental HQ in New York.
Soon I had blisters on both of my hands. They were somewhat
painful but I ignored the pain and continued digging. I wanted
to give all that I had and not hold back even a little bit.
Building the First True Nation
During the 30 days we did the construction work, I felt I was
laying a foundation not only for my mission country, the
Czech Republic, but also for the new nation. The first True
Nation of Heaven and Earth which True Parents are building
at this very moment.
If there was a tough job to do, I wanted to be the first doing
it. There were many brothers to work but not enough space to
work at times. A "replacement system" developed very
naturally. Everyone on the team wanted to work hard but not
all could work at the same time, thus we had to take turns.
Three or four brother would be working and the others would
be watching. After ten minutes of hard work usually someone
slowed down somewhat, usually a sign of fatigue. As soon as
that happened he was asked to step aside and someone else
would continue until they slowed down.
The Center of the Providence
I could sense that I was at the center of the Providence right
here in South America. True Parents are doing something so
huge here, it is mind boggling. They are building God's first
True Nation. Who is going to live on this land? People from all
nations around the world should come and settle here.
Especially the Japanese people, Father wants to bring all of
them here. I am sure Father would like to take the North
Koreans and have them settle here as well. People from every
nation should make up God'sTrue Nation. Father wants to
make a deal with the government of Brazil and Paraguay to
have 20,000 members immigrate to those countries soon. He
needs that number of people just to get things started.
Father has also allotted a strip of 50 km to every one of the
186 nations. It was not made clear how wide that strip would
be. Those parcels of land have already been assigned through
lottery in Ascencion on True Children'sDay on November
19th. A map is being prepared to clearly identify the land for
each nation. The land is placed along three rivers, the
Amazon, the Paraguay River and the Parana River. Rev.
Moon, the National Messiah of Paraguay drove his 4 wheeler
very hard in order to bring the results to Fort Olimpo before
our workshop ended. He had to face bad weather and muddy
roads. The trip from Ascencion usually takes 2 days, but
because of the bad road conditions it took him 4 days. Many
times he had to use the winch in front of the vehicle to pull it
out of the mud. He made it just in time, arriving about 3 hours
before we had to leave.
Most of Fathers activities are centered on and around the
Paraguay River. So it was only natural that in my heart I
desired to have my country'sland, the Czech Republic,
located at that River. And that is just the way it worked out.
Both the USA and the Czech Republic had their parcel of land
assigned at the Paraguay River.
Counting my Blessings
Father had told us on the first day of the workshop, that the
blessings we would receive from this workshop would only
become clear to us some day in the future. Well, I believed
that, but on top of that I could count the blessings that I knew
I had already received. I had become much healthier
physically. The hard work, had strengthened me substantially
and I lost at least 15 pounds. Drinking so much liquid, and
sweating so much had cleaned my body out and I felt much
better than before.
Going swimming just about every day helped me a lot too. It
was great exercise. I came to the realization that I should
definitely exercise more when I get back to New York. I did
not realize how weak I had been at the beginning of the
workshop.
Spiritually I felt the workshop at Fort Olimpo had a similar
effect as the workshop in Chung Pyung. I was also cleaned
spiritually. Some heavy weights had been lifted off my shoulders.
I became a much "lighter person," I gained greater spiritual
strength and confidence and I felt I have been given greater
authority over the satanic world. This had absolutely been the
most rewarding and exiting workshop I participated in and I
will never forget this experience.
I had the chance to snoop around the True Family Workshop
in Jardim for two evenings. All the buildings were so beautiful
and maintained so well. Lectures were taking place for the
Japanese, Korean and Western members all at the same time,
but in different locations. Rev. and Mrs. Joong Hyun Pak,
Continental Directors of North America were in the last week
of their True Family workshop when I arrived there. The spirit
was very calm and relaxed. About 2000 members were in
attendance at that time.
I hope that the spirit world will help me and my family to
make it possible to attend the True Family Workshop in
Jardim, the New Hope Garden of Eden.
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